I Can Tell a Lot About
What a Woman Has Been Through
By Where She Carries Weight
Love handles tell me everything. And this guide is going to show you exactly what yours are saying.
You have been doing the best you can. You always have been. This guide is not here to add to the weight you are already carrying. It is here to help you finally put some of it down.
"If this found you, there is a reason. Your Higher Self does not bring information to your attention by accident. There is a layer of truth here that you are ready to see."
What your love handles are actually reflecting
Love handles are not about what you ate. They are about how you survived.
Specifically, they are connected to beating yourself up about how you got through the hard times on your path. Not that hard things happened to you. Not what you went through. How you got through it. The coping mechanisms. The choices you made in the thick of it. The version of yourself that showed up when life was really hard and you did whatever you had to do just to get through the day.
Beating yourself up about how you survived the hard seasons of your life and the choices you made to get through them
Somewhere underneath, there is a belief running that the way you coped says something bad about your character. That you should have been stronger. That you needed too much. That someone else would have handled it better. That the version of you who got through that season is evidence of a flaw rather than proof of survival.
You survived something hard. And instead of giving yourself credit for making it through, you have been punishing yourself for how you did it.
The experiences she is carrying on her sides
These are the hard seasons that show up most often in this reflection. See yourself in any of these.
The end of a marriage and everything that came with it
The way the relationship unraveled. The things that were said. The person you became under that kind of pressure. Maybe it was the right decision and maybe it was not but either way you are still carrying the how of it.
I should have left sooner. I should have stayed longer. I should not have handled it the way I did.
Losing your patience and lying awake about it
The times you yelled. The times you checked out. The times you were physically present but completely somewhere else. The nights you replayed it and wondered if you were doing more damage than good.
A good mom would not have done that. I keep messing this up. They deserve better than what I am giving them.
Choosing the path that looked right but felt wrong
Climbing a ladder that was leaning against the wrong wall. Staying in a role that paid well and felt hollow. Making choices about your vocation based on what looked good to everyone else instead of what felt true to you.
I wasted years on this. I knew it was not right and I stayed anyway. Why did I not trust myself sooner.
Spending to cope, to feel worthy, to get through
The credit card debt accumulated during a hard season. Buying things to feel something. Outsourcing comfort because you did not have the tools to create it from the inside. The financial aftermath of a time when survival looked like spending.
I should have known better. I did know better. Why did I keep doing it anyway.
Staying longer than you should have
Knowing on some level it was not right and choosing to stay anyway. The years spent trying to make something work that was not working. The version of yourself inside that relationship that you are not entirely proud of.
I knew. I stayed anyway. What does that say about me.
However you got through when getting through felt impossible
Drinking. Scrolling. Overeating. Overworking. Checking out. Whatever your version of survival looked like during the hardest season. The coping mechanisms that got you to the other side that you are still judging yourself for needing.
I should have been stronger. Other people handle hard things without falling apart. I needed too much.
Five steps to decode and shift it
Walk through this slowly. The more honest you are, the more useful it gets.
Name the hard season
Which one are you still beating yourself up about? Not in a general way. Specifically. What is the season, the choice, the way of coping that you are still carrying? Write it down without editing or softening it. That is your starting point.
I am still carrying how I handled my divorce and the things I said and did during that time.
I am beating myself up about the debt I accumulated trying to feel okay during that season.
I have not forgiven myself for the years I stayed in my career knowing it was not right for me.
Name how it feels like it is being toward you
Not how you feel emotionally but how does that hard season or that choice feel like it is treating you right now? Give it a personality. This is what unlocks the data underneath the emotion.
It feels like it is judging everything I did and finding me guilty.
It feels like it is holding all my worst moments as evidence against me.
It feels like it is saying I should have been stronger and I was not.
It feels like it keeps reminding me of who I was then even when I am trying to move forward now.
Find which area of life it is living in
Where is this beating yourself up the loudest right now? Love handles most commonly live in the mental, family, or social areas of life but yours might be somewhere different. Be honest about where the shoulda woulda coulda loop is running the hardest.
Where is your survival guilt showing up loudest?
Is it mental — the constant loop of I should have done that differently that will not quiet down?
Is it family — the mom guilt, the relationship regret, the way you showed up for the people you love during the hard season?
Is it social — the friendships that did not survive, the way you pulled away, the people you let down?
Is it spiritual — feeling like you lost yourself or disconnected from who you really are during that time?
Find the root belief running underneath
The shoulda woulda coulda loop is not just a thought pattern. It is a belief. Here is what it sounds like and what is actually true.
The way I survived that season says something bad about who I am. I should have been stronger. I needed too much. I handled it wrong and that is proof that I am someone who gets it wrong.
I survived one of the hardest seasons of my life. Every day I am becoming better than I was yesterday. Everything I went through, including how I got through it, has been working to bring me to exactly who I am right now.
The old belief is not the truth. It is a story your nervous system built during a hard time to make sense of pain. And it can be changed.
Your new beliefs
These are not affirmations. They are real, provable, specific statements your brain can actually grab onto. Find the one that lands in your body and use that one.
Everything in my life, including the hardest seasons and the ways I survived them, has worked perfectly to bring me to this exact moment. Not in spite of those things. Because of every single one of them.
I am better today than I was yesterday. Every single day I am becoming more of the woman I am meant to be. The growth is real even when I cannot see it clearly yet.
The way I survived that season did not make me weak. It made me someone who knows how to get through hard things. And that is a strength I will carry for the rest of my life.
Write down the one that feels most true right now. That is your pivot ingredient. You are going to return to it every time the old belief comes in.
Proving it in your body not just your mind
This is the step that actually creates new neuroplasticity. And it does not require a big moment. It requires a real one.
When the old belief comes in, you find a micro moment of proof that the new one is true. Something small. Something real. Something that is already happening right now. And then you feel it in your body before you move on. You do not just think it. You place your hand on your heart, you breathe into it, and you let the sensation of it actually land in your nervous system. That feeling is what sends the signal to your brain that a new belief is forming. That is how neural pathways change. Not through repetition of words. Through repetition of felt proof.
You paid cash for something instead of reaching for the credit card. Feel what it means that you are already doing this differently. That is proof right now that you are getting better every single day.
You did not yell at your kids yesterday. Not because the day was easy but because you caught yourself and made a different choice. That is proof right now that you are becoming the parent you want to be.
You crossed three things off your to-do list. Not the whole list. Three things. That is proof right now that you are showing up, moving forward, and getting things done.
You caught yourself in the shoulda woulda coulda loop and you chose to stop. The fact that you noticed it means you are already changing. That is proof right now that you are not the same person you were during the hard season.
You are reading this guide right now. You are doing the work. You are choosing to look at this instead of turning away from it. That is proof right now that everything in your life has been working to bring you to this exact moment of growth.
When you find your micro moment, stop completely. Put your hand on your heart. Take one slow breath. Say your ingredient in your mind. And then sit with the feeling of it being true for just ten seconds before you move on. That ten seconds is the rep. Over sixty repetitions your nervous system stops running the old story and starts running the new one automatically.
Repetitions of real felt proof to form a new neural pathway
Once a day for 60 days. Twice a day for 30. Or as many as you can find today.
It was never about the weight. It was always about learning to stop using the hardest seasons of your life as evidence against yourself. You survived. That is the whole point.
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